Reflecting on this past year I realize I have met none of my goals. I have worked hard and taken care of business but I have truly just spun my wheels. This doesnt stop tomorrow on January 1st 2014....it stops this very second. I know I am capable of far more than I have accomplished this past year. I know I am worth much more than this. So are my children. I have lived in hell for far too long. It ends tonight.